the poet

you want to know  how can anyone  large shadow  a, b, c  time of day  spring  look out my window  I see you staring  cruel place  somewhere  endings  not me  sun shines  stare at the mirror  hurt, pain  To A Soulmate  tiger's eyes  rain splatters  treat me like shit?  fire inside!  No One  journeys  love and lust  My Friend  falling  bitch, whore  no comfort  yes, yes  the music begins  somewhere i know  no longer  understanding  smurf  in...out...  Label.  addiction  lie in the darkness  frustrations  Fire  cold, alone  SheWhoKnows  you fell in love  human  wolf sees all  what to think  i feel lost  angel  twelve 

I lie in the darkness
I shake my head.
How could I do this?
I've screwed up again.
Why do I bother?
It doesn't make any difference.
If I remain silent,
someone suffers.
If I say anything,
someone still suffers.
I should have kept my big mouth shut.
But the way you look at me...
It holds so much
The way you caress me...
Your touch brings out emotions.
I'm just overly paranoid.
The past rushes forward to consume me.
I must hold it back;
Let the present and future be what they will be.